Fighting to remember that there is more to my life than having monies.
My new job is so much better than the two part time jobs I had last year BUT I still am not making enough money to live on and do some of the things I want. In fact I'm barely making enough to pay my bills and buy groceries.
I got carried away last month and spent more than I should have on extra things...like clothes, the gym and paying for the 5K. And then also I pulled some monies out of my savings to pay for the truck repairs I needed . Then there was the party that I held last weekend..I thought I would be able to limit myself on what I spent but as usual I spent more than I planned. ..now I have very little left.
What I'm really fighting is not to go down back into that dark hole that I've spent the last year in..where I give up on all the good things in my life. I hate that MONIES dictate how I live!
I refuse to give into this depression again..I will not hide! I will figure out a way to get ahead and still live the life I want. I really do not want a lot..I just want to not only exist but to live.
I will look at the positive side of life and not let all the negative things bog me down.
Now ...I'm off to find some of that positive things in life.
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